Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I'll be be back I promis!

The computer broke..... Hopfully I'm getting a new one next wekend from my grandma... So much drama to fill you girls in on.... Don't forget about me! I'll be back .. I'm never gone long

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

it just hit me.

im getting nothing for my birthday.
every year since i can remember ive gotten minium  200$ in cash and what ever "big" thing i wanted  that year ( last year it was a chanel necklace and my coach bag i cant live without, the year before that it was the uggs i HAD to have in every color.. because i had to have them, the year before that.... i think it was a blackberry,,,  you get it) this year... i get nothing. i even have to make my own cake because ill be dammed if i dont at least get to blow out the candles.... and because my bf is a crazy jahovahs whitness, and lectures me every time i bring up my birthday.... i get nothing.
hopefully our friend teddy (whos loaded) will  get me something because that way ill atleast have some sort of phisical present ...

speaking of my crazy bf, hes a jahovahs whitness right? ok so my best friend called me today, didnt even say hi just goes " sooooo what happens when you two break up and the kids like  why doesnt my dad ever get me anything for my birthday or christmass? like what are you gonna tell it?" i thought about it for a seccond then jokingly  go.. " probably something like .... daddy doesnt love you thats why mommy gets you stuff because she loves you so so so much and daddys a loser who dosent celebrate stuff because he was poor growing up and his mom thought it was eayser to tell him the devil made holidays then to be like... uhm yea we have no money sorry"

is that fucked up of me?.... it was jokingly.... but still

Monday, November 8, 2010

ok i lied

i just watched the video clips... i flash the camera wayyyyy too much lol so no videos for youuu

but if you look at my playlist.... georgia has gotten the best of me... i now like country music.. my girls in ny are going to rip me a new one for this crap ... oh well

a weekend with out fighting? .... no fuckin way!

it was a good weekend...
it was a very good weekend...
it was a great weekend

yes i finally had a  drama free weekend... can you believe it? i cant lol
Friday we went to applebees then watched stand up comedy all night,
starerday we watched the UGA game, i danced around like a fool(ill put up videos later today that my friend took with my camera) then we went to poker night with AJ and his sister then we went back to AJ's and  played pool, got aj laid, and played on the wii
sunday i had morning sikness all day so i laid across boyfriends lap all day while he did everything i asked and watched the game... then him and aj took me home so i could work today.  hes learning...

and they say you cant train a man

Xo-glass-slippers-oX- lol aw thanks soo much baby doll, im fat though i promise... theres a reason the pics dont show my stomach lol... he is over protective and paranoid but meh... hes the father of my baby and im going to make it work, i refuse to let this child grow up in a broken home like both of us did. and all of us are doing fine, ive been so busy lately i forget to up date... im never gone too long though :)

warlocksmistress-thankies darling <3 i try.... way too hard actually

warlocksmistress- welcome to my insane little corner of the Internet darling <3

ive decided since im pregnant and all.. and already fat...intake is unnecessary,  it will continue in a few months when baby is born :)

Thursday, November 4, 2010

so saying "hey cutiepie" is cheating?..... only if its to a guy.

so my boyfriend is a paranoid prick.
my friends never liked him (most of them knew him from highschool... and those who didnt only heard about him from the people that did know him) but they were willing to give him a chance at the haloween party they were having. did i mention how much i had to whine to get him to go to this party because hes a crazy jahovah whitness, 2 months worth of whining and complaining every day. but i did get him to go (see pics at the bottom of the page for the highlights)

when things are good they are great. when things are bad they're ripyourhairoutandwanttokillababy bad.
we walked to the party because neither of us have a car at the moment, it was a really fun walk, he jokingly pointed out every guy who stared at me, i was talking in my Spanish accent that he loves, we jokingly fought over nothing i pretended to push him in a stream. it was fun.
then things went bad from there.
we get to the party and before we go up to my friends apartment, i ask him to please TRY to be socical, i dont think i ask much. im not asking him to run around the room talking to everyone and being every ones best friend like i tend to do. i was asking him to try to talk to new people, and to have fun... is that too much? if im asking too much of him someone please tell me.
so we get in to the apartment and i check my phone and i see aj called. so i call him back and  he wants to come to the party so i ask my friend sara if its alright with her she says its cool and that was the end of that, or so i thought.
my bf disappeared already so i go looking for him to tell him the good news thinking that since one of his friends are coming he'll be a little more comfortable. his response to me  telling him is "oh so your talking to my friends behind my back now! thats fucked up let me see the phone" its technically not my phone its the 11 year old i baby sit's phone so i was reluctant... and i was a little pissed that he flipped out on me for trying to do something nice. so i say no and put it on lock and put it in my bag.
aj gets to the party:
wait no, not aj- aj's sister,4 random Spanish dudes and aj show up to the party. i love aj's sister, since the day i met her  shes been like my big sister, and she seemed to make a good impression on sara because she didnt mind Bridgett staying but since i didnt know the 4 randoms, and sara didnt know the 4 randoms.... they had to go. and they did.
for some reason or another briget always has at least a grand on her in cash at any given time.... so when she realised that not only was it a Halloween party but sara's boyfriends birthday party,  her drunkenness takes over " OH ITS A BIRTHDAY PARTY TOO? do you guys drink? smoke?   oh you drink what do you drink? what kinda of vodka? how do you not know AJ GO GET THE BIGGEST BOTTLE OF GREY GOOSE AND  ...... sara sweetie what do you drink? AND A BOTTLE OF PATRONE"  at that point i pulled out my money and i was like hey if your going, get me a 24oz budlight (for the record 2 beers every 2 weeks is allowed.... ) and some "ciggerettes" (by ciggerettes i  mean altoids.... i go through like 5  packs a day lately)
so he brings my bf with him and thats when things got really really bad
when they get back from the store (with a 80$ bottle of vodka and a quite large bottle of patrone)  i was running around being the designated photographerand i guess at some point i used my phone because it was on the counter. were all talking laughing and my bf is even being really SOCICAL.... i was so proud.  then he abruptly has to "go to the bathroom" and he took my phone with out me noticing. when he comes out of the bathroom he grabs me by the arm and pulls me outside. when we get outside im like what i do?  he said " hey cutie? HEY CUTIE why the fuck are you calling other guys cutie?" ok now what he failed to either realize or mention is  i text "hey cutie" to EVERYONE female, male, dog, alien, it really doent matter, when saying hi its always hey cutie on texts.  this went from me trying to explain to him that if he looked at anytexts to any one, female or male the first text i send to anyone is always hey cutie, to him throwing a tantrum about how " i did him dirty" to me having an anxiety atack and hyperventilating and banging my wrists against the cast iron steps as hard as i could  ( i still have the bruise)  to him using the n word more times then id like to think about ( ive trained him well, but every now and then he relapses) to me getting fed up and screaming about how hes got a kid on the way and STILL has no job. i dont remember much after that until we were in the car on our way to the hotel aj,briget, clint, and i were staying at that night but apparently we made up.
im still a little pissed that he considers saying hey cutie cheating.

but any way this week is my birthday weekend.... well its the weekend im celebrating my birthday lol by birthday is technally next friday but thats ok. so im hoping to have a drama free weekend.... but i doubt thats gonna happen

i should rename this blog " my boyfriend is an ass hole" just saying.

before the party <3


singing  the new nelly song

me and sara

the infamous and mysterious AJ

aj and briget

jordan fondles peoples tits... what can i say

jordan and her sister

idk why but i like this pic

the girls, and my bf

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